Tuesday, February 2, 2010

It's My Life


Till now, I actually don't know what's my destiny or should we know what we would become?

I just realized that I'm dying to take a turning point in life which I hope not too late. Well, some says life begins at 40s.

I've been working and doing the same job for almost 10 years and I'm still not successful in what I'm doing now. Why? Maybe it's not what I wanted to do or it is not me or this is not my destiny!!! So...


"..What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh..."


taken from: Creep by Radiohead (chorus)


Yesterday I watched Fame (latest version) in dvd. The movie is about teenagers who eagerly and ambitiously go for their dream instead of what their parents or their current environment has set for them. For example: the character of Denise Dupree by Naturi Naughton. In the movie she came from a wealthy family. She have a good piano skills and her dad sending her to High School of Performing Arts (New York) to grad in classic piano major. However, along her freshmen year, a friend discover that she had a good voice for singing. At last she graduated as a succesful singer.

Now I've decided that I should do whatever I want and sacrified my remaining life to chase my dream. But how do I know that my dream is what am i destined for? Is ambition has the same definition as dream? Hmmm...can I find it in Google?

Lastly the question is; Sure or not?