It's My Life

Till now, I actually don't know what's my destiny or should we know what we would become?

I just realized that I'm dying to take a turning point in life which I hope not too late. Well, some says life begins at 40s.

I've been working and doing the same job for almost 10 years and I'm still not successful in what I'm doing now. Why? Maybe it's not what I wanted to do or it is not me or this is not my destiny!!! So...

"..What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh..."

taken from: Creep by Radiohead (chorus)

Yesterday I watched Fame (latest version) in dvd. The movie is about teenagers who eagerly and ambitiously go for their dream instead of what their parents or their current environment has set for them. For example: the character of Denise Dupree by Naturi Naughton. In the movie she came from a wealthy family. She have a good piano skills and her dad sending her to High School of Performing Arts (New York) to grad in classic piano major. However, along her freshmen year, a friend discover that she had a good voice for singing. At last she graduated as a succesful singer.

Now I've decided that I should do whatever I want and sacrified my remaining life to chase my dream. But how do I know that my dream is what am i destined for? Is ambition has the same definition as dream? Hmmm...can I find it in Google?

Lastly the question is; Sure or not?

Post pertama aku

I always read other peoples blog and macam senang je nak buat. Ada saje isu isu yang nak diceritakan. Daripada pengalaman harian, pengalaman hidup, isu isu semasa dan cerita cerita rekaan.

The best part is some people can make money via blogging. How nice! That's what inspired me to create a blog. Who knows, tuah kita ada dalam bidang ni. Nowadays, semuanya IT.

But the problem is, i don't know how to blog and at the same time gain income from it. Hari tu adalah terbaca blog Hanis Zalikha (student @ part-time model yang jadi blogger berjaya tu), pasal 14 tips menjadi blogger masyhur/terkenal macam seperti saya. Selepas tu, terus saya create account blog. Lepas create account, tak tau nak start buat ape. Nak edit template, tak reti. Nak start any post, masa tu, tak tau ape nak cakap.

Kebetulan malam ni adik i yang belajar kat UPSI ada kat rumah dengan laptop dia, so, apa lagi tanpa segan silu bertanya pasal blog-blog ni. Nak edit template, line broadband pulak tak kuat kat sini. Komputer rumah pakai streamyx, tapi komputer rumah pulak lembap giler (Pentium 3 lama).

Well, that is how this first post came out. I understand if you said this is a lousy post because I'm not a good writer but I want to become one. So, let this be a lousy beginning towards a great ending. Giler power ayat tu...hahaha

I hope whoever reading this first post will keep on drop by to my blog in the future. Lots of new interesting stories ahead. Mungkin ada jugak diselitkan sedikit sebanyak pasal Sarawak, Iban specially. So, till then, adios!! Thank you for reading!